Accompanied by the Moon
The moon is full as usual at this time of the month.
Children and adults happily gathered around at the compound.
Lanterns, candles are lit. Chairs, stools and tables are laid outside of the house.
In another level, inside of a room sits a man before his laptop.
Consumed by his thoughts, he never bothered to indulge himself in this festivity.
Work-related stress, emotion-related stress, assignment-related stress are the only accompany he got.
And, not to mention the moon is accompany him too.
He managed finished off his 6-month old cigarettes.
But yet his mind is still blank from any ideas that could help him.
Emotion has not been his strength. It has been his demise.
And it happens from time to time.
He is mostly hurt from the process of wanting to get a partner.
Those nights where no replies were given, his mind is like a wild horse chasing the wind.
He can be said to be emotionally compromised.
But yet he lives his days as if nothing has happened.
He puts on a mask everyday he got out from his house.
The smile he gave, the charm he got are not really his, but a wall of defense created to stop him from going crazy.
He comes to a conclusion that lives are not fair and at times happiness can't be seek but found.
Children and adults happily gathered around at the compound.
Lanterns, candles are lit. Chairs, stools and tables are laid outside of the house.
In another level, inside of a room sits a man before his laptop.
Consumed by his thoughts, he never bothered to indulge himself in this festivity.
Work-related stress, emotion-related stress, assignment-related stress are the only accompany he got.
And, not to mention the moon is accompany him too.
He managed finished off his 6-month old cigarettes.
But yet his mind is still blank from any ideas that could help him.
Emotion has not been his strength. It has been his demise.
And it happens from time to time.
He is mostly hurt from the process of wanting to get a partner.
Those nights where no replies were given, his mind is like a wild horse chasing the wind.
He can be said to be emotionally compromised.
But yet he lives his days as if nothing has happened.
He puts on a mask everyday he got out from his house.
The smile he gave, the charm he got are not really his, but a wall of defense created to stop him from going crazy.
He comes to a conclusion that lives are not fair and at times happiness can't be seek but found.
Ever heard of first world problems? Me, me, me and more me. Think about how easy and good life is if for once we don't think about me, me and just me. I am single too just like many people out there but I make do. I count my blessings each day and when I don;t, I slap myself again and think about how lucky I am.
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