Unknown Reason

The mind is willing but the body is restless.
What causes it? I have no clue at all.
It is getting more difficult each day as I need to drag myself out from my bed and face the challenges ahead.
At times, I just feel like going away for a long time.
But, commitment is the one and only things I got which is holding me back.
The only relief I got is to see myself through by mid of next year.

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