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It's Year 2014 and it has been sometime since I last blog here.
I don't really blog much as I won't want my negative thoughts to be flooding around here.
One can only imagine the kind of negative, emotional, eccentric thoughts I have.
I am 30 this year and I have managed to accomplish what most people would have not as of this age.
I know it sounds as if I am bragging. But heck no. I am just grateful of what others have seen in me and trust me to accomplish.
And yet, what regret or dissatisfaction would I have then, if I have accomplished something significant?
It's not something serious, but to me I consider a great emptiness in me, as I can't share something with another partner.
This emptiness has left me bored at first, then "emotional" later and "suicidal" finally.
Seriously, life has not been a bed of roses. Potential friends, whom could be future partners, have been keeping quiet and eventually disappear in my life.
Having heard what they say and later seen what they did really keep me ponder if people can be trusted.
I would say that words are cheap till proven otherwise. Now, I am trying not to be stereotype or being judgmental here. But, I have personally experienced things this manner.
It's not to blame anyone for anything. But this is just my thoughts and my expression of what I have gone through and still going through.
I don't really blog much as I won't want my negative thoughts to be flooding around here.
One can only imagine the kind of negative, emotional, eccentric thoughts I have.
I am 30 this year and I have managed to accomplish what most people would have not as of this age.
I know it sounds as if I am bragging. But heck no. I am just grateful of what others have seen in me and trust me to accomplish.
And yet, what regret or dissatisfaction would I have then, if I have accomplished something significant?
It's not something serious, but to me I consider a great emptiness in me, as I can't share something with another partner.
This emptiness has left me bored at first, then "emotional" later and "suicidal" finally.
Seriously, life has not been a bed of roses. Potential friends, whom could be future partners, have been keeping quiet and eventually disappear in my life.
Having heard what they say and later seen what they did really keep me ponder if people can be trusted.
I would say that words are cheap till proven otherwise. Now, I am trying not to be stereotype or being judgmental here. But, I have personally experienced things this manner.
It's not to blame anyone for anything. But this is just my thoughts and my expression of what I have gone through and still going through.
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