Simon's Blog

It's a day where lovers / partners / married couples celebrate their loves for each other. Flowers, chocolates and dinners are extremely expensive for this day or evening. People has been spending lots and lots of money to make this day meaningful. It has been just another day for me this year, though I have been hoping things can be different. The feeling of spending this day alone has been bad. It's not about this day itself, but overall I have been yearning for a partner to share my life or enrich my life. I can say that I will need to set some other priorities in life for now and let Lady Luck or Lady Fate does her work at her own time.

It's Year 2014 and it has been sometime since I last blog here. I don't really blog much as I won't want my negative thoughts to be flooding around here. One can only imagine the kind of negative, emotional, eccentric thoughts I have. I am 30 this year and I have managed to accomplish what most people would have not as of this age. I know it sounds as if I am bragging. But heck no. I am just grateful of what others have seen in me and trust me to accomplish. And yet, what regret or dissatisfaction would I have then, if I have accomplished something significant? It's not something serious, but to me I consider a great emptiness in me, as I can't share something with another partner. This emptiness has left me bored at first, then "emotional" later and "suicidal" finally. Seriously, life has not been a bed of roses. Potential friends, whom could be future partners, have been keeping quiet and eventually disappear in my life. Havin...