Simon's Blog

It is Oct 29. Morning was a rush for me, as I left my TnG card at home without realizing it till I reached the LRT station. I had to make a turn back to my house then again back to the station to catch my train. I have been having stiff neck for weeks. And it is annoying. My mind is contemplating to purchase a new pillow. But budget is bit low at my end for now. Last week had been bad for me. It is an anniversary that I would forget but not psychologically. It affected my mood, my attitude, my views over things. At least things are improving this morning and I do look forward to weekend as I have somthing planned for myself. Got a message via Jack'd. And found that the conversation is one-way. Luckily it has ended. If not, it would be wasting my time and effort (or even annoy me further).

The mind is willing but the body is restless. What causes it? I have no clue at all. It is getting more difficult each day as I need to drag myself out from my bed and face the challenges ahead. At times, I just feel like going away for a long time. But, commitment is the one and only things I got which is holding me back. The only relief I got is to see myself through by mid of next year.

It has been sometime since I last wrote. And I definitely needing this post as a outlet for me to blow off some steam. The last week has been busy for me. The new job, new boss, new expectations. Not to mention there is also assignment datelines coming up this coming week. The body is aching all over. The mind is scattering all over the place. The soul is drained, keeps me thinking if I should be getting myself closer to society. By saying that, I would say that I am getting lonely with my world and would like to try something else.