Simon's Blog

When you started working, there are always the grey area where whose responsibilities fall on whose shoulders. Though you may know  quite well and you are not the type to push your job to others, this doesn't mean that you won't be thrown with other non-related responsibilities. It came to my attention that even my superior isn't aware of whose responsibilities are those and he would simply ask me to handle it. Well, yeah, he is my direct superior and he doesn't really know my responsibilities and will ask me do something outside my scope. Question is what do I do with this kind of request? Ignore it? Just do it? or choose to inform the other party (whose responsibilities are to handle this request)? I make the choice to speak with the one really responsible of it and, thank God, she knows what she is supposed to do and complete it.

It's a day where lovers / partners / married couples celebrate their loves for each other. Flowers, chocolates and dinners are extremely expensive for this day or evening. People has been spending lots and lots of money to make this day meaningful. It has been just another day for me this year, though I have been hoping things can be different. The feeling of spending this day alone has been bad. It's not about this day itself, but overall I have been yearning for a partner to share my life or enrich my life. I can say that I will need to set some other priorities in life for now and let Lady Luck or Lady Fate does her work at her own time.

It's Year 2014 and it has been sometime since I last blog here. I don't really blog much as I won't want my negative thoughts to be flooding around here. One can only imagine the kind of negative, emotional, eccentric thoughts I have. I am 30 this year and I have managed to accomplish what most people would have not as of this age. I know it sounds as if I am bragging. But heck no. I am just grateful of what others have seen in me and trust me to accomplish. And yet, what regret or dissatisfaction would I have then, if I have accomplished something significant? It's not something serious, but to me I consider a great emptiness in me, as I can't share something with another partner. This emptiness has left me bored at first, then "emotional" later and "suicidal" finally. Seriously, life has not been a bed of roses. Potential friends, whom could be future partners, have been keeping quiet and eventually disappear in my life. Havin...

My blog has been collecting dust. Over 2013, lots had happened. Good and bad. But they're part of my growth, journey. Life has never been easy, irregardless of what people will say about it. 2014 has started and it's second day for me. Rather than coming out with 10 resolutions that doesn't make sense to me. I have only a few below to accomplish. > Divide my time between gym and studies. > Bulk up by December 2014. > Complete my MBA. These few targets will be something that I need to get done by this year, no matter what. So, God speed.

Things have not changed much. History repeats itself. We are still in the same state of affairs. There is no change but continuous repeat of the same old song. We thought we change the world or we thought we have made the world a better place. Question, have we? How do we determine that? How do we know that things have changed for the better? There is no aim or guidelines to this. It is just the same. You want change? Think REVOLUTION. BIG SCALE REVOLUTION, you know what I mean.

It has been ages, since I last wrote here. Writing a post is rather simple compared to writing my thesis. There is no need to get supporting articles or statement to confirm that what I wrote is accurate and logical. A blog is where ideas flows out and got them written down as the writer pleases. When I am writing this post, I have not - in fact - finish my thesis. But under some unfortunate circumstances, I would have to defer the submission and look into other alternatives. I would need a break, an actual break from all work commitments.