Simon's Blog

The feeling of tiredness and restlessness has been following me since Monday. It just won't go away. I guess it is not about the rest I got. Rather it is about the things I am facing recently, may it be emotional or career.

Time. Something that we can't control yet given. It is said that we are given 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 30 days a month and 12 months a year. And the irony is that we are not the one in control. Time moves on itself, by the seconds, minutes and hours. As of now, it is already end of August, going to September. For me, it is yet again another period of time that I am struggling to get by. The burden to balance between work and studies and leisure. It is never going to get any easier. But it is going to get tougher. And I will need to get stronger by the body and the mind to conquer the challenges placed in front of me.

I have not updated my blog for sometime. Not like I am demotivated with the lack of comments, as my blog doesn't spike much topics. But I am away for a short break over the weekend. And I came back to KL, still feeling the fatigue and restlessness. Seriously, I need to look for "good" friends. By definition of good, I mean those friends that I can talk to and share my thoughts with. Well, these are some words from a person that is laboured with works and studies.

Being back home is somehow much comfortable for me. I think it is too comfortable that I even stopped working on my assignments. And I am having 3 classes this coming weekend. Anyway, I have enjoyed my time in Penang. And I guess I should be working on 1 piece of my assignments starting tonight. Well, since I am just back from celebrating my friend's birthday. I would go for a shower then only start working on my assignment. To all my Muslim friends,  have a wonderful holiday and enjoy the food and family gathering. See you all after the Raya break.

Guess it has happened to me that I am faced with a situation that I won't know how to describe. It has nothing to do with work as work is just work. Recently, I am drawn to think of the life that I lived. I am particularly drawn to think about: Should I be living single or should I get attached with a partner? It is not easy to make such a decision. But nonetheless, it is a decision to be made. PS: I am not going to come up with a title for this post, as I don't think I will have a suitable  title to describe my feelings and my emotions about this post. :p

So it is just around a corner for our Muslim friends to get themselves ready for the Raya celebration. Things have been busy for me in the office. Ad hoc orders come in like nobody business. Some of colleagues are going to take a week off. I am going to spend this time back at my hometown. But I will be working on Thursday. Talking about spending time back at my hometown. This is not going to be a vacation for me as I will need to prepare my assignments. Assignments are due on Sept 11, 2012. Time is running short for me and I will need to get myself ready to submit the assignments. It is a pain for me as I have to re-do one of assignments (as I have failed that paper). It is much stressful for me as I come closer in preparing the assignments. But it is not going to be much complaint as I will need to own up to my work and responsibilities. I am still feeling the flu. Got a recommendation from my friend. I am going to test the medication and have a good night rest. Do...

It has been almost a week since I seen a doctor and taken my medication. Recovery has been slow. It may have been due to me going to gym in the evening, despite not fully recover yet. Well, no pain no gain. Yesterday was a pain in the ass for me. Traveled all the way to Subang Jaya only to feel the fatigue. In the end, I have to skip class after attending the lecture for 2 and a half hours. Coming back home to catch a 2-hour sleep. Waking up this morning, I was feeling bit weak. But it is better now after taking some breakfast and blogging about it. PS: I am still going to gym this evening nonetheless. :p